You, Me, & My Nigga.

this is the first time i've had feelings for,
anybody other than my nigga,
i mean this don't make me a whore,
well at least thats what i figured.

see he stopped calling me so often,
then you got to calling,
and the thing was...you never got boring.

this sneaky shit has got to stop...but i cant,
now you got me wanting YOU to be my man.

not many people knew,
bout me and you,
and sneaky people do what sneaky people do,
so still...he had no clue.

time passed and we were still us and,
despite the constant fussing and cussing,
i still would not could not leave him.

but i want you too,
it gets confusing when you want more than what you're entitled to.

it's him i'm in love with,
you...I THINK i just wanna fuck with,
you say we gotta discuss this,
maybe it's time to say FUCK THIS.

then outta the blue,
he finds out about you,
and i'm like this shit can't be true.

see i wanted two and now i have none,
this is one thing i wish hadn't begun.

he let go of me and then he came back,
i realize we in it to win it and i'm true to that,
you and i don't even speak anymore,
and his forgiveness i am forever grateful for.

like they say...what's done in the dark comes to light,
and even though it was you i spoke to every night,
i knew all along what i was doing was far from right.

time has passed us by,
me and my nigga are doing finer than fine.

so how come it's you that constantly crosses my mind?

When I'm Missing You.

i can close my eyes & feel you here,
next to me,
whispering those words,
that fill my mind with ecstacy,
and next comes your lips,
your hands finally find their way around my hips,
on top of me now,
but you're moving down,
this is a part you know i love,
the feeling is building,
almost as high as the ceiling,
you're deep inside of me now,
and the look in your eyes tell it all,
this is more than lust,
the breaths bewteen us become shallow and small,
the feeling overcame us and had to fall,
the breaths between us became shallow and small,
this was more than lust,
the look in your eyes told it all,
i can close my eyes and picture you,
THIS IS WHAT I DO WHEN I'M MISSING YOU.